I can't remember a day harder than today. Our family lost a truly loving friend and companion. She was with us such a short while, but endeared herself to us so greatly. She became an instant admirer of and playmate with our older dog Abby, and a loving lap dog for Meg and me. This morning, because of her failing kidneys, the vet recommended we put her to sleep.
Only one week ago, we were out wandering around downtown together taking pictures and enjoying the unseasonably warm weather. Lucy and Abby sat patiently by, eating grass while I set up my tripod and went to work. After a couple hours of that, we all went to the park for a three hour picnic. We spread out the blanket, and basked in the sun. Lucy loved sitting in the sun. She also loved to just sit and watch the people and other dogs walk by. This picture of her was taken on that day. I'll never forget the moment. Lucy left my side on our picnic blanket, where she had spent most of the day and climbed the small hill behind us. I quickly grabbed my camera to take her picture. She seemed completely unaware of me and just lost in the beauty of the day. The feeling I had when taking this image was one of such happiness and contentment. A perfect Spring day, a perfect picnic in the park. It was truly peaceful.
Oh how I want to go back to that day. I want to stop time. It hurts so much how quickly she is gone.
After a long night of no sleep and multiple phone calls with the vet about Lucy's condition I went back to the animal hospital this morning to say goodbye to Lucy. I held her in my lap for 45 minutes while she slept. Her condition was weak and her responses timid. I'm only hoping that through all the discomfort, her heart felt the love we all have for her. We love you Lucy.
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